IN A SMALL PART OF THE CITY WEST OF Washington Square, the streets have gone wild. They turn in different directions. They are broken into small pieces called “places.” One street goes across itself one or two times. A painter once discovered something possible and valuable about this street. Suppose a painter had some painting materials for which he had not paid. Suppose he had no money. Suppose a man came to get the money. The man might walk down that street and suddenly meet himself coming back, without having received a cent!
This part of the city is called
Greenwich Village. And to old Greenwich Village the painters soon came. Here
they found rooms they like, with good light and at a low cost. Sue and Johnsy
lived at the top of a building with three floors. One of these young women came
from Maine, the other from California. They had met at a restaurant on Eighth
Street. There they discovered that they liked the same kind of art, the same
kind of food, and the same kind of clothes. So they decided to live and work
together.
That was in the spring.
Toward winter a cold stranger entered Greenwich Village. No one
could see him. He walked around touching one person here and another there with
his icy fingers. He was a bad sickness. Doctors called him Pneumonia. On the
east side of the city he hurried, touching many people; but in the narrow
streets of Greenwich Village he did not move so quickly.
Mr. Pneumonia was not a nice old gentleman. A nice old gentleman
would not hurt a weak little woman from California. But Mr. Pneumonia touched
Johnsy with his cold fingers. She lay on her bed almost without moving, and she
looked through the window at the wall of the house next to hers.
One morning the busy doctor spoke to Sue alone in the hall, where
Johnsy could not hear.
“She has a very small chance,” he said. “She has a chance, if she
wants to live. If people don’t want to live, I can’t do much for them. Your
little lady has decided that she is not going to get well. Is there something
that is troubling her?”
“She always wanted to go to Italy and paint a picture of the Bay
of Naples,” said Sue.
“Paint! Not paint. Is there anything worth being troubled about? A
man?”
“A man?” said Sue. “Is a man worth—No, doctor. There is not a
man.”
“It is weakness,” said the doctor. “I will do all I know how to
do. But when a sick person begins to feel that he’s going to die, half my work
is useless. Talk to her about new winter clothes. If she were interested in the
future, her chances would be better.”
After the doctor had gone, Sue went into the workroom to cry. Then
she walked into Johnsy’s room. She carried some of her painting materials, and
she was singing.
Johnsy lay there, very thin and very quiet. Her face was turned
toward the window. Sue stopped singing, thinking that Johnsy was asleep.
Sue began to work. As she worked she heard a low sound, again and
again. She went quickly to the bedside.
Johnsy’s eyes were open wide. She was looking out the window and
counting—counting back.
“Twelve,” she said; and a little later, “Eleven”; and then, “Ten,”
and, “Nine”; and then, “Eight,” and, “Seven,” almost together.
Sue looked out the window. What was there to count? There was only
the side wall of the next house, a short distance away. The wall had no window.
An old, old tree grew against the wall. The cold breath of winter had already
touched it. Almost all its leaves had fallen from its dark branches.
“What is it, dear?” asked Sue.
“Six,” said Johnsy, in a voice still lower. “They’re falling
faster now. Three days ago there were almost a hundred. It hurt my head to
count them. But now it’s easy. There goes another one. There are only five
now.”
“Five what, dear? Tell your Sue.”
“Leaves. On the tree. When the last one falls, I must go, too.
I’ve known that for three days. Didn’t the doctor tell you?”
“Oh, I never heard of such a thing,” said Sue. “It doesn’t have
any sense in it. What does an old tree have to do with you? Or with your
getting well? And you used to love that tree so much. Don’t be a little fool.
The doctor told me your chances for getting well. He told me this morning. He
said you had very good chances! Try to eat a little now. And then I’ll go back
to work. And then I can sell my picture, and then I can buy something more for
you to eat to make you strong.”
“You don’t have to buy anything for me,” said Johnsy. She still
looked out the window. “There goes another. No, I don’t want anything to eat.
Now there are four. I want to see the last one fall before night. Then I’ll go,
too.”
“Johnsy, dear,” said Sue, “will you promise me to close your eyes
and keep them closed? Will you promise not to look out the window until I
finish working? I must have this picture ready tomorrow. I need the light; I
can’t cover the window.”
“Couldn’t you work in the other room?” asked Johnsy coldly.
“I’d rather be here by you,” said Sue. “And I don’t want you to look
at those leaves.”
“Tell me as soon as you have finished,” said Johnsy. She closed
her eyes and lay white and still. “Because I want to see the last leaf fall. I
have done enough waiting. I have done enough thinking. I want to go sailing
down, down, like one of those leaves.”
“Try to sleep,” said Sue. “I must call Behrman to come up here. I
want to paint a man in this picture, and I’ll make him look like Behrman. I
won’t be gone a minute. Don’t try to move till I come back.”
Old Behrman was a painter who lived on the first floor of their
house. He was past sixty. He had had no success as a painter. For forty years
he had painted, without ever painting a good picture. He had always talked of
painting a great picture, a masterpiece, but he had never yet started it.
He got a little money by letting others paint pictures of him. He
drank too much. He still talked of his great masterpiece. And he believed that
it was his special duty to do everything possible to help Sue and Johnsy.
Sue found him in his dark room, and she knew that he had been
drinking. She could smell it. She told him about Johnsy and the leaves on the
vine. She said that she was afraid that Johnsy would indeed sail down, down
like the leaf. Her hold on the world was growing weaker.
Old Behrman shouted his anger over such an idea.
“What!” he cried. “Are there such fools? Do people die because
leaves drop off a tree? I have not heard of such a thing. No, I will not come
up and sit while you make a picture of me. Why do you allow her to think such a
thing? That poor little Johnsy!”
“She is very sick and weak,” said Sue. “The sickness has put these
strange ideas into her mind. Mr. Behrman, if you won’t come, you won’t. But I
don’t think you’re very nice.”
“This is like a woman!” shouted Behrman. “Who said I will not
come? Go. I come with you. For half an hour I have been trying to say that I
will come. God! This is not any place for someone so good as Johnsy to lie
sick. Someday I shall paint my masterpiece, and we shall all go away from here.
God! Yes.”
Johnsy was sleeping when they went up. Sue covered the window, and
took Behrman into the other room. There they looked out the window fearfully at
the tree. Then they looked at each other for a moment without speaking. A cold
rain was falling, with a little snow in it too.
Behrman sat down, and Sue began to paint.
She worked through most of the night.
In the morning, after an hour’s sleep, she went to Johnsy’s
bedside. Johnsy with wide-open eyes was looking toward the window. “I want to
see,” she told Sue.
Sue took the cover from the window.
But after the beating rain and the wild wind that had not stopped
through the whole night, there still was one leaf to be seen against the wall.
It was the last on the tree. It was still dark green near the branch. But at
the edges it was turning yellow with age. There it was hanging from a branch
nearly twenty feet above the ground.
“It is the last one,” said Johnsy. “I thought it would surely fall
during the night. I heard the wind. It will fall today, and I shall die at the
same time.”
“Dear, dear Johnsy!” said Sue. “Think of me, if you won’t think of
yourself. What would I do?” But Johnsy did not answer. The most lonely thing in
the world is a soul when it is preparing to go on its far journey. The ties
that held her to friendship and to earth were breaking, one by one.
The day slowly passed. As it grew dark, they could still see the
leaf hanging from its branch against the wall. And then, as the night came, the
north wind began again to blow. The rain still beat against the windows. When
it was light enough the next morning, Johnsy again commanded that she be
allowed to see.
The leaf was still there.
Johnsy lay for a long time looking at it. And then she called to
Sue, who was cooking something for her to eat.
“I’ve been a bad girl, Sue,” said Johnsy. “Something has made that
last leaf stay there to show me how bad I was. It is wrong to want to die. I’ll
try to eat now. But first bring me a looking-glass, so that I can see myself.
And then I’ll sit up and watch you cook.”
An hour later she said, “Sue, some day I hope to paint the Bay of
Naples.”
The doctor came in the afternoon. Sue followed him into the hall
outside Johnsy’s room to talk to him.
“The chances are good,” said the doctor. He took Sue’s thin,
shaking hand in his. “Give her good care, and she’ll get well. And now I must
see another sick person in this house. His name is Behrman. A painter, I
believe. Pneumonia, too. Mike is an old, weak man, and he is very ill. There is
no hope for him. But we take him to the hospital today. We’ll make it as easy
for him as we can.”
The next day the doctor said to Sue: “She’s safe. You have done
it. Food and care now—that’s all.”
And that afternoon Sue came to the bed where Johnsy lay. She put
one arm around her.
“I have something to tell you,” she said. “Mr. Behrman died of
pneumonia today in the hospital. He was ill only two days. Someone found him on
the morning of the first day, in his room. He was helpless with pain.”
“His shoes and his clothes were wet and as cold as ice. Everyone
wondered where he had been. The night had been so cold and wild.
“And then they found some things. There was a light that he had
taken outside. And there were his materials for painting. There was paint,
green paint and yellow paint. And—
“Look out the window, dear, at the last leaf on the wall. Didn’t
you wonder why it never moved when the wind was blowing? Oh, my dear, it is Behrman’s
great masterpiece—he painted it there the night that the last leaf fell.”
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